Well I thought I had it all figured out at first but
life has a way of throwing a wrench in the works
sometimes it's okay to throw it in reverse but
don't lose faith when the road make you swerve
but some days I just feel like I lost my nerve and
the tears got my vision twisted and blurred
if you don't have it planned out then it might not pan out
destination with no map could leave you're ass stranded out
like I'm on the way, I'm just a little lost
had to take a detour now the tank's almost gone
when you get convinced you are defective
trusting you have the right to exist is the objective
so I pray everyday except when I forget and
only recently did I believe someone was listening
woah-oh-oh
(and it's my) my way of life
(to be up) up late at night
(just throwing) myself a party
(and rolling) around in all my garbage
So I'm watching the world but still feel like I'm missing it
I see what's going on but I ain't really living it
I know the only way to really learn is through experience
so if you're feeling out of touch with everything I'm feeling it
too cuz when the day is done
I don't really want to be a person
for the rest of the night, this any way to live my life?
Do I even have a choice at this point? I just might say
"fuck it all" quit my job and break my lease
let my dog off her leash, worn out shoes on my feet
and we'll walk until the end of the concrete
keep on going till I find something that sends me
falling back in love with creation again
reignite the flame of my relationship with
my own imagination and my own fascination
with the beauty and the magic of the world we live in
like Grandma's backyard when I was a little kid
dirt in my pockets, crawling with the earwigs
I could turn over a rock
and make a hundred new friends
but you'll never paint a rainbow if you just use black and white
you'll never find yourself if you're fucked up every night
never love with all your heart if your mind is shut tight
and you'll never ever grow if you're not willing to fight
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