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I Can't Sing Like Buffy Sainte​-​Marie

by Raccoon Pit

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1.
I can't sing like Buffy, Buffy Sainte-Marie But I know she would encourage me to just sing like me I'm not well spoken like John Trudell But I'd like to think my own words work pretty well I've never drove down pow wow highway I'm always doing things my way Still trying to learn my ways that's why sometimes I say I'm just a city living native and that's all I'll ever be I don't belong on the rez I don't belong with whitey Just a product of abusive boarding school assimilation Kill the Indian save the child? (No!) Kill the American save the Native I can't rhyme like Drezus or Nataanii Means So I play punk rock with my guitar strumming Indigenous vegan, never heard of that before but 1491 is still the year I'm wishing for
2.
Feels like the walls are closing in Feels like the sun is going dim Feels like hell is freezing over Social distancing means I can't use your shoulder To cry on, I'm not gonna lie Some room to breathe would be fucking nice The weight bears down inside my chest As I wait to see what happens next Die For Your Country Means die for wall street Because capitalism Is their religion Waging holy wars On the working poor Because capitalism Is their religion Will we keep our jobs? How will we keep our homes? Are we forever doomed to this survival mode? Is it the end of days? Is it the seven plagues? Or are we just going through growing pains? I want to believe in a better world I want to believe in a better life But right now it feels like time is still As I walk this tight rope circus line I could write a thousand songs about this and use a thousand different phrases and tell a thousand different stories about a thousand different faces but the poor will still be poor and the cops will still be racist yeah we need something more in about a thousand different places
3.
When will I see your face again? I just hope its before the summer ends I want to hold your hands and dance with you I want to know there's something I can do We're gonna leave this world to rot We'll slam a beer in the parking lot Rebellion begins inside your soul But it's so hard to stay afloat I wanna hear your voices sing I wanna hear your voices scream I wanna sweat I wanna bleed remember, how it feels to feel everything Cops and bosses and CEOs Are doing what, only god knows But they need us more than we need them Why should we save their cruddy system? Well I don't wanna live in fear but if I Said I felt brave that'd be insincere I've never been more terrified In my entire fucking life
4.
It was a dark December morning I was wasted at your bench On the first anniversary of your death I poured some out and tried to comprehend I'm sorry that the last few years I wasn't a friend If it wasn't for you I might not be in this place You took me in the scene gave me a place to put my rage Wish that I could relive those crusty Art Lab days Changed my life while you were here and when you went away Life's too short to let your hate drive For me to learn this lesson I wish you didn't have to die Because I can't change the past and I can't bring you back So I'll have to settle for screaming at the sky. Unresolved feelings I know won't go away It's nobody's fault yeah, that's what they say Because we all got bad habits flowing through our veins Just a matter of how dangerous a game you like to play Life is coming down on all of us one at a time So why am I not doing nothing better with mine Is this what happens when punks have to grow up? We don't know how to and then we get stuck? We spent our adolescence like an endless weekend Then one Monday morning some of us woke up dead Bottled up our feelings with a hundred proof stamp Now all we've got to show is empty pockets, hearts, and hands So I may not change the world (Truth be told) But I can probably change mine (I'm afraid to really start) But I've got to do it soon (But I'm gonna try real hard) Because i"m running out of time (To walk on with and open heart)
5.
Capitalism ruined my life but punk rock saved my soul I used to think I'd wanna die before I could grow old And I don't know a single man who's never been a toxic asshole Nobody owes us forgiveness but we owe ourselves growth I remember when I was just a timid 14 year old I didn't have the music or any place to go Until I heard it playing on Harsha's shitty stereo Sewed a patch onto my hoodie and since then I haven't let go Remember when you were 16 and you didn't have a clue Now time has passed and it's still true but now you're 22 You've learned a lot but you're twice as broke and 3 times as screwed You're still stupid but it's been a long time since you've huffed any paint or glue And we're all suffering but we're doing it together which is better than suffering alone We're all pissed off at the past, disappointed with the present, and we're terrified of what the future holds Because our time is finite and we're all gonna die And most of the time I want to cry But there are some things that not even god knows Yeah there are some things that not even god knows Respect to the ones still rising, it's hard to stand your ground Optimism is a lie that's worth believing so I've found Because I"m not blocking trains but I'm not blowing out my brains One is more extreme unlike how the media portrays Life was coursing through your hands but death was the color of your blood No one can truly walk away but you got buried in the flood It's all a gamble from the start in this truth we all must share We chase this truth with broken hearts and clothe ourselves with the burdens we bear Do not be overtaken, do not be beaten weary Tragedy lives forever but sorrow is temporary Letting go is a process to slow to save my soul It will all be over soon, it can only last a lifetime now.

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This is my debut demo EP with full band recordings! I'm very proud of the music here.

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released October 26, 2020

Guitars, Bass, Drums, Vox - Tenaya Heredia
Additional vox on Screaming At The Sky by Ratt Dooley
All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Tenaya Heredia

Cover art by Tenaya Heredia. Logo by Evil Unicorn Multimedia. Photo by Matt Dooley.

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